LOVE

Why do I feel having a billion light bulbs go up inside of me on thinking of her...every single time?

I ask this question to myself. Every now and then. The answer comes up to me in careless whispers..it is so because.....

I am finding peace in the life that I have lived yesterday and beyond with her.

I am finding meaning in the life that I am living today.

I am finding a purpose for the life that I am about to live in the very next second and beyond.

I am feeling a feeling of perpetual anesthesia.

I am knowing a face so deeply as to look at my own self.

I am feeling a flutter in my heart for a moment that lasts a million lifetimes.

I am wanting to desperately stop my life while also wanting the moment to go on forever.

I am knowing that I am blessed with a blessing with the potential to destroy me.

I am burning in a fire inside of me that gives me the ultimate soothing like that of a first rainfall on a parched land.

I am at a loss of words to say when listening to that beautiful voice and still wanting to pour out my being.

I am not knowing whether to speak or remain silent and not being able to do either.

I am starting to pray silently for her.

I am looking at the most beautiful pair of eyes and completely loosing myself, not wanting to live anymore..while also not wanting to die.

I AM WANTING TO BECOME A BETTER MAN..FOR HER..WHILE KNOWING THAT SHE IS ALREADY PERFECT FOR ME