Monday, February 14, 2011

Happy Valentine Day !


Have you really been in love?  Its Horrible, isn't it?  

It makes you so vulnerable.  It opens up your chest, your heart, your Soul.  This means that someone can get inside you & mess you up completely.  

You are smoothly coasting along in life & suddenly one person, no different from any other, wanders into your peaceful existence, & you are not yourself anymore.  You give them a piece of your Soul on a tray.  They didn't ask for it.  They just did something simple one day, like only look at you, or smile, or touch your hand.  And suddenly your life is not yours anymore, and you know this instantly.   

Love takes hostages for life.  It gets inside you & eats you inside out, leaving you empty and crying in the darkness, fearful that hearing a simple phrase like "We should just be friends" will turn into a glass splinter, working its way into your heart, murdering you instantly & leaving you to die a million painful deaths for eternity, one at a time.  

Love hurts, not just in the mind.  It's a Soul hurt; a real rips-your-life-&-Soul-apart pain.  I really hate love.  And I also cannot live without it. 

Happy Valentine Day my dearest friends !

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